Thanks.

mine isn't :(

Now theres a change.

could be worse

could be stoggie :(

If you put it like that, your life is great.

if we put it like that, everyone's lives are great

Very true.

FYITF!

Mines going well, could do with a good job and no debt, then my life would be perfect.

why are things so shitty?

im great atm. no biggie :>.
why dont you get a nice job then? :/

looking :)

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maybe you just didnt get my point.

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did you care about what i wrote?
(i'm trying to make my point, im not trolling)

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are you sure that i'm for real?

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if i do exist, what does it matter to you?
and why are people alive when noone cares about anything else but themselves?

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i, who you think exist, only think about me and you only thing about yourself, in the end.
we might not notice it but that's all we do - so what purpose do we have? none really.

have you ever thought about people who rape? who do they serve? when you think about it we're all mind-rapiers.

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k, i must say i have problems understanding some parts of that because of my english but i'll try my best to explain.


my point of this was to draw attention to my journal and making people feel disapointed that i only talked about myself and i didnt really make someone else feel except in the end ' - i hope your life is great.' - which was a test from my side to see if anyone would react to it.
and what did i get? some people thought of them selves (or just made a joke) and some cared about mine. those people who care about others do accept me as a living person, those who doesnt care about how i feel are those who do not really see me as a living person - i'm just "one of them". by one of them i mean one of those 6 billion people that doesnt matter at all.

ok, so our purpose here is to make our ego feel good. that feels kinda pointless for me tbh - like singleplayer. i never liked singleplayer really, maybe it has a connection, lol.

that parent part, i've thought about that too but i didnt come to a conclusion since my i had stuff to do but i think everyone has something special - that "randomness". but indeed, we are a mix from our parents and their parents etc.

havnt you been mind raped? it happends to me all the time.

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that's an interesting test, but what is the point? people are drawn to what interests them. you promised some people something interesting, and for your own selfish intentions mislead them. it can hardly be argued that a common bond over a specific subject is inhumane.

i hoped that somone like you should show up so i could share my thoughts with someone, you didnt act like it at first but now when i've explained a bit im sure that youve got "it". there isnt many out there who are capable of discussing these things you know.
it was indeed for my own intentions but then again - i'm only human.

i understand what you're saying, but what is it that leads you to this conclusion?

basically my own thoughts and studies of others, it's just a theory, im not sure that this it yet - whats your oppionion?

sure, what point is there in seeking out misery? it's probably pretty rare that you find a person actively looking for ways to make themself miserable, but even then it can be reasoned out fairly easily.

i've met lots of people who intend to seek misery but in the end they just want people to care about them - which is pretty normal.

mind raping to me is when you feel hopeless, when someone pushed you down so low that you hardly can breathe. people often feel this when somone has broken up with them.

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my take on your idea is that you're projecting some expectations of morality for humanity that you have on other people. the question i've asked over and over again is 'why does it matter if we're only actually interested in ourselves?' but that's not what you want to know.

why does it matter if we're only actually interested in ourselves?
ehm, i cant give you a good answer for that really, i could say that i want to know if thats the case or not, i just want to know of people are that selfish - if so, i could use it by not trusting people very early by judging their behavior which (again) means that im only doing this for myself, rofl. this is crazy

i didnt really know that thing about 'caring' but i think i know what you mean by caring.
if i should follow your example i care about myself and my gilfriend - thats all.
then again this is all about languages i guess.


right, like i said: it's a pretty rare occasion when a person actually desires misery. maybe through misery they hope to achieve attention or kindness, or even neglect, but generally there is an ulterior (even if unconscious) motive for their actions. but even if you do find this miserable person who craves the pain, you can probably reason out why they are that way through logic.

the question is, is this the easiest way to make people care about you?

why are you mindraping yourself?

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heh, no biggie. lol i can see all my typos when i read your quotes :). i never notice them when i check what i wrote

the best thing to do is give your trust to every one. it is neither naive nor foolish to be betrayed.

but it hurts. doesnt it?

for a while.

so why risc it when you can be safe?

Random plusses for caring enough to have an interesting discussion about anything.

some people only think about themselves, link. I know that I'm probably one of few who isn't as self-centered as that.

really? who do care for? (read #26)

I care about you, baby! *wink*

Too much to read :(

innit.

<3