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So many weirdos on ESR these days. Theres only one real OG (75 comments)
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Posted by Zhu_TTD @ 14:33 BST, 29 May 2019 - iMsg
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<< Comment #1 @ 17:56 BST, 29 May 2019 >>
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By [as] illiterate 
Take my [+]
<< Comment #2 @ 21:42 BST, 29 May 2019 >>
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By Exelent nex1 
You somehow became even gayer looking. I wonder if there's a cap for that, or if at 50 you'll look like elton john. Must be that swedish water, it turns even the frogs gay
Edited by nex1 at 21:43 BST, 29 May 2019
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<< Comment #4 @ 08:45 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By United Kingdom Devianthe  - Reply to #2
don't be rude
<< Comment #31 @ 14:30 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By :-]] alb  - Reply to #2
Then post a picture of yourself, tough guy. What a way to show your own colours
<< Comment #39 @ 21:59 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By Exelent nex1  - Reply to #31
Oh no, sorry if i offended your crush

Beside, looking "gay" is a plus, for people with your inclinations.

And you even want a pic of me to wank over? You already have enough material in this thread, sicko.
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<< Comment #43 @ 23:16 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By :-]] alb  - Reply to #39
:]
<< Comment #3 @ 22:51 BST, 29 May 2019 >>
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By bloody eyeball by hatelull melechesh 
you should grow a great big bushy beard
<< Comment #6 @ 10:47 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By United States of America Anonymous (70.178.196.201) 
http://esreality.com/files/placeimages/2019/113980-wardogs.png
<< Comment #5 @ 10:31 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By CGS-Birmingham Salvo qahdrk 
zhu crying that he lost his girlfriend


zhu calling other peoples girlfriends whores ( cringe )


drugged up zhu


cheating zhu
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<< Comment #7 @ 11:12 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Jamerio  - Reply to #5
might aswell add these so you can save them and make a mashup.

  • Results












<< Comment #8 @ 11:28 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By CGS-Birmingham Salvo qahdrk  - Reply to #7
good idea, im sure i can figure something out :D
<< Comment #12 @ 16:49 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By Croatia Meph1stoo  - Reply to #7
Do you have the one where hes in a skimask? That one is the best video on esr ever, too bad he removed it
<< Comment #13 @ 18:02 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Jamerio  - Reply to #12
No I must have missed that one!
I started saving them for the very reason you're talking about, he'd post these odd videos, then delete them, making the threads irrelevant.
<< Comment #17 @ 10:50 BST, 31 May 2019 >>
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By CGS-Birmingham Salvo qahdrk  - Reply to #13
got filmora now with quick screen capture. nothing will be safe xD
<< Comment #30 @ 14:15 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By :-]] alb  - Reply to #5
Yet you keep bringing up the past and feeding trolls like there's no tomorrow. You might be the biggest nuisance to the community this way. Half of the replies in the Sanchez threads are from you, and most of it is just tasteless recycled garbage. Not saying Sanchez is any better than you. Both of you pollute this site with nonsense and look like 12-year-old kids doing so. It's better if you just let stuff rest and bringing up the past in this fashion to bully someone who has mental deficiencies just tells more about you than him.

A bully is on the same level as a troll. Both are scum. It dissapoints me you fail to see your own contribution to the downfall of this site and I wish for you to stop feeding and keeping this pointless cycle going.

Take responsibility for your actions and just stop replying to trolls, you already admitted before that you mistakefully reply to trolls (stuff I learned from ESR thread). So break the habit and don't make a fool out of yourself, and if you do, keep your children out of it.

Fathers are rolemodels to their sons. Let that sink in for a minute or two.
Edited by alb at 14:26 BST, 19 June 2019
<< Comment #38 @ 17:00 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By CGS-Birmingham Salvo qahdrk  - Reply to #30
what has my fathership to do with me responding to 'trolls'?

i got my son his back, also my daughters. and they got mine

i understand you try to help me, don't know. friends dont judge parenting. that's something i would never do

maybe let that sink in for a minute or two
<< Comment #70 @ 18:48 BST, 30 June 2019 >>
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By Q3 LOLatRoflexTimers  - Reply to #38
imagine being a parent still posting here
<< Comment #71 @ 21:17 BST, 30 June 2019 >>
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By CGS-Birmingham Salvo qahdrk  - Reply to #70
imagine being shitposted out of nowhere after 10 years... about my quake 4 skills, education, parentship and more, also imagine the zhu drama that happened before and also imagine not responsing and taking it like a bitch

nice rolemodel and parenting skills

i teach my children to stand up for themselves and against bullies
Edited by quakeisdeadthankgod at 21:21 BST, 30 June 2019
<< Comment #9 @ 11:52 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By United States of America erok 
Plenty of weirdos before you
<< Comment #10 @ 15:35 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By [as] illiterate 
wonder who is more weird?

sanchez vs zhu
<< Comment #11 @ 16:48 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By Portugal ProT  - Reply to #10
I'm sure they both would cheat, even in a weirdness contest, and we'd never find out.
<< Comment #14 @ 18:46 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Jamerio  - Reply to #10
They could be the same guy or just similar personality types. I.E. fucked.

I recall zhu coming onto ESR talking big about how good he was in quake (that's hardly a rare thing around here!) and I'm at least 50% sure it was quake 4 cos I remember thinking nobody else had played that game for like 5+ years.

Zhu then appeared to get banned for cheating (he even admitted it) in a comp in quakelive and basically went mad for about 3 years making videos of his "struggle" , dozens and dozens of aliases, seriously, it was weird and it was not trolling weird, it was, this guy has issues weird and no one here did him any favors cos we just trolled shit out him for 3+ years solid, I honestly thought he might kill himself and stream it just to keep it going, even people who did not like each other here, came together to shit on him, apart from brandon who took a shine to him because of that.

So zhu isn't liked around here, he came here a nobody with a claim of being great, and basically left banned from the site, quake and shit on by everyone on the site. It wasn't a good transaction for him, and if he derives pleasure from fooling people, however pathetic, you never know. Its worth considering.
The guy has issues IRL and anything is possible with a proxy and a lie over the internet. Charlie Zelenoff, even a bafta!

But they could be different, p0rt had a similar obsession with quake 4 and he's definitely not ZHU but p0rt has other qualities which put him above those.

But just keep an open mind, the winner is zhu (if they are different people), simply due to him being around longer.

All of them are a poor mans kdawg from the early 2000's though.
Edited by Jamerio at 18:55 BST, 30 May 2019
<< Comment #15 @ 19:48 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By Exelent nex1  - Reply to #14
Damn, now i want to know more about that kdawg guy
<< Comment #16 @ 21:25 BST, 30 May 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Jamerio  - Reply to #15
You might get some luck with that.
http://web.archive.org/web/20020801000000*/www.esreality.com (paste whole thing)

The website got corrupted and only so much was put back online.

That was Kdawgs/daryl/tyryl (same guy) website.
http://web.archive.org/web/20020801000000*/www.99years.com (paste whole thing)

http://web.archive.org/web/20020608081628/htt...om/K-Dawg/

Have Fun!
Edited by Jamerio at 13:44 BST, 12 June 2019
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<< Comment #47 @ 12:59 BST, 20 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Godservant  - Reply to #16
You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
<< Comment #33 @ 14:40 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By :-]] alb  - Reply to #14
even people who did not like each other here, came together to shit on him, apart from brandon who took a shine to him because of that.

Because Brandon isn't dumwitted like most of the people and admins on this site. Looks like nobody really cares about the wellbeing of another in this place. People talk about the potential risk of people taking their own lifes or breaking down, yet they grab every chance they get to pour oil on an already existing flame for their own pleasure.

It is because of people like this (who troll in a malicious matter) that this site has gone to shit and a big reason of is because admins don't give a shit and love being sadists.

Wise choice of Brandan to leave this site. Bunch of cowards here that shun common sense and don't give 2 cents about a community.
Edited by alb at 14:46 BST, 19 June 2019
<< Comment #18 @ 16:14 BST, 31 May 2019 >>
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By Netherlands bolus major 
I have to admit, that photo is pretty gangsta.
<< Comment #19 @ 21:57 BST, 31 May 2019 >>
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By CGS-Birmingham Salvo qahdrk  - Reply to #18
he has the stare, you know the thousand yard stare. you get that when you are sitting in the nuthouse for years staring at a white wall
Edited by quakeisdeadthankgod at 21:57 BST, 31 May 2019
<< Comment #20 @ 08:40 BST, 1 June 2019 >>
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By Netherlands bolus major  - Reply to #19
I have to agree to that, there's something sociopatic about him.
<< Comment #22 @ 16:04 BST, 4 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Jamerio  - Reply to #20
Whatever gave you that idea....

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<< Comment #23 @ 12:12 BST, 5 June 2019 >>
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By CGS-Birmingham Salvo qahdrk  - Reply to #22
lol
<< Comment #24 @ 20:55 BST, 5 June 2019 >>
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By Sloth pacmanpl  - Reply to #22
*smiles*
<< Comment #21 @ 17:23 BST, 1 June 2019 >>
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By QuakeLive SaturdayEveningPost 
I still think you rstyle is fun to watch from time to time. If you stream
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<< Comment #27 @ 02:47 BST, 16 June 2019 >>
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By Sweden Zhu_TTD  - Reply to #21
Hey, thank you
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<< Comment #25 @ 11:53 BST, 7 June 2019 >>
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By United States of America Anonymous (70.178.196.201) 
http://esreality.com/post/2580647/re-communit...ead-at-22/
<< Comment #26 @ 02:44 BST, 16 June 2019 >>
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By Sweden Zhu_TTD 
I'm actually happy some of you guys been documenting this old stuff, its been alot of years.

Drake and jamerio probably has paper photos of me cut out all over their houses. Drake been stalking me for years. How the hell you found me on badoo? LOL. Drake you might take this as a compliment: im afraid of you brah, not even trolling about that one.

Edited by Zhu_TTD at 02:52 BST, 16 June 2019
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<< Comment #28 @ 17:25 BST, 16 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Jamerio  - Reply to #26
I was here long before you came on the scene.
But yep, I was the one stalking you!

And I'm sure you're proud of those videos, that's why you deleted them all :)
<< Comment #29 @ 20:44 BST, 16 June 2019 >>
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By Sweden Zhu_TTD  - Reply to #28
Ah damn, you got me!
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<< Comment #52 @ 10:43 BST, 22 June 2019 >>
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By CGS-Birmingham Salvo qahdrk  - Reply to #26
you are absolutely out of your mind druggy pontus

i never knew who you were before you were calling me out on your pathetic stream and accusing me of cheating

so i returned you the favour, yes you should be scared. because if i see you irl i slap that thousand yard death stare out of your eye sockets

sanchez and jamerio are saints compared to you

you are a loonatic druggie from sweden who never accomplished anything

took you 4 years to find out i found you on badoo

nice score of 6 im sure you fucked alot of girls and you went crying again when they left you

crybaby loser

<< Comment #32 @ 14:32 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By :-]] alb 
You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
Edited by alb at 14:33 BST, 19 June 2019
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<< Comment #36 @ 15:48 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Godservant  - Reply to #32
You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
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<< Comment #37 @ 16:12 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By Serbia bogOtac  - Reply to #36
You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
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<< Comment #40 @ 22:16 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By Germany garz  - Reply to #36
seeing you joining standard posting patterns is like to watch marylin manson doing normal stuff. after all this show you start to post like everyone else rofl. at first being against everything and untouchable, then drejk comes around and you are transforming to a normal esr poster. wtf... at first i thought maybe you are something like dr. disrespect and you make a good show for people, being arrogant. but you do did not deliver or where is your twitch show and your merchandise? instead you are transforming into a normal esr poster hahaha omg. please leave really
<< Comment #41 @ 22:19 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By Germany garz  - Reply to #40
all that you have done was begging us to accept you, that is how nervous you have been to post here. but you are weak. you are a god servant, somebody who does not have any own wishes but just does as he was being told. loool lame. you should really gtfo
<< Comment #42 @ 23:01 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Godservant  - Reply to #40
No, I am showing you that I am good at any game.

I can be God sitting in mountains.
I can fly in private jet and drink tea with people.
I can be a Guru for millions.

You fail to understand an image from reality.
<< Comment #44 @ 23:34 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By Germany garz  - Reply to #42
i dont care if you are good in any game. your time is running out and in some weeks you will be silent again, maybe even for good.
<< Comment #45 @ 08:32 BST, 20 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Godservant  - Reply to #44
Well, subscribe on YT and you wont miss new content.
<< Comment #34 @ 14:43 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By Serbia bogOtac 
You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
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<< Comment #35 @ 14:51 BST, 19 June 2019 >>
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By :-]] alb  - Reply to #34
Edited by alb at 14:51 BST, 19 June 2019
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<< Comment #46 @ 12:54 BST, 20 June 2019 >>
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By Serbia bogOtac  - Reply to #35
You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
<< Comment #48 @ 22:04 BST, 20 June 2019 >>
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By QuakeLive SaturdayEveningPost  - Reply to #35
Respect for Alb after watching the Ca/duel streams. We all have demons but he works to help others deal with their own.
<< Comment #49 @ 08:44 BST, 21 June 2019 >>
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By Sweden Zhu_TTD 
Thank you alb.

I'm going to be honest and just say like it is:

Zhu is just a persona, i'm an actor. if you met me in real life you probably wouldn't recognise me as Zhu.

Secondly, I would like to stream but quakelive is kind of dead when it comes to duel, which is what I would like to stream. People are only playing CA, which is not very interesting to me.
I gave quake champions a try, but wasn't able to grow fond of it.

I play only one game these days and I play it quite alot; Dota.
Maybe thats something to stream.

Also shoutouts to Brandan. He super trolled me some months ago, that guy is something else! I feel like he was one of the few people who understood I was actually a real troll and went along with it.
<< Comment #50 @ 19:17 BST, 21 June 2019 >>
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By US-Montana THEENDHITTT  - Reply to #49
Can still find duels consistantly though it's usually with either the same bunch of players or with brand new players.
<< Comment #51 @ 20:11 BST, 21 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Godservant  - Reply to #49
Just come q4 noob

ql / qc noob games

only noobs play it
<< Comment #54 @ 23:49 BST, 22 June 2019 >>
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By United States of America Anonymous (70.166.137.207)  - Reply to #49
<3 nothing but love for you pontus
<< Comment #53 @ 10:47 BST, 22 June 2019 >>
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By CGS-Birmingham Salvo qahdrk  - Reply to #49
ofcourse zhu is a persona, you got 10 different persona's

im sure the institute where you live got good medication to keep you focussed on one persona

<< Comment #55 @ 17:46 BST, 25 June 2019 >>
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By United States of America Anonymous (144.163.128.201) 
alb is correct here. there is a type of person who waits for and needs for others to make mistakes. this type of person relegates the people who make mistakes into the role of a 'scapegoat', upon which they pile the burdens of their own negative energies. this is similar, in general, to the concept of a 'sin eater'. the reality is that a polarizing figure such as zhu creates an outlet through which ignorant and naive and hateful people can feel justified and entitled to spew their loathing, because 'zhu did something that is generally not approved of'.

it's really a sad reflection of this community that his mostly playful behaviors were treated with such crass severity. zhu's a pretty nice guy, i've found, and very tolerant. i don't think i ever saw him say or do anything overtly hateful, mean, or spiteful. however, most of his detractors were all extremely eager to 'cast the first stone', and the second, and the third, and so on.

are they capable of self reflection regarding such behavior? i don't know. maybe.
<< Comment #56 @ 19:02 BST, 27 June 2019 >>
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By Unset obi 
alb is correct here. there is a type of person who waits for and needs for others to make mistakes. this type of person relegates the people who make mistakes into the role of a 'scapegoat', upon which they pile the burdens of their own negative energies. this is similar, in general, to the concept of a 'sin eater'. the reality is that a polarizing figure such as zhu creates an outlet through which ignorant and naive and hateful people can feel justified and entitled to spew their loathing, because 'zhu did something that is generally not approved of'.

it's really a sad reflection of this community that his mostly playful behaviors were treated with such crass severity. zhu's a pretty nice guy, i've found, and very tolerant. i don't think i ever saw him say or do anything overtly hateful, mean, or spiteful. however, most of his detractors were all extremely eager to 'cast the first stone', and the second, and the third, and so on.

are they capable of self reflection regarding such behavior? i don't know. maybe.

You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
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<< Comment #57 @ 22:37 BST, 27 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Godservant  - Reply to #56
alb is correct here. there is a type of person who waits for and needs for others to make mistakes. this type of person relegates the people who make mistakes into the role of a 'scapegoat', upon which they pile the burdens of their own negative energies. this is similar, in general, to the concept of a 'sin eater'. the reality is that a polarizing figure such as zhu creates an outlet through which ignorant and naive and hateful people can feel justified and entitled to spew their loathing, because 'zhu did something that is generally not approved of'.

it's really a sad reflection of this community that his mostly playful behaviors were treated with such crass severity. zhu's a pretty nice guy, i've found, and very tolerant. i don't think i ever saw him say or do anything overtly hateful, mean, or spiteful. however, most of his detractors were all extremely eager to 'cast the first stone', and the second, and the third, and so on.

are they capable of self reflection regarding such behavior? i don't know. maybe.

You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
<< Comment #58 @ 00:16 BST, 28 June 2019 >>
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By US-Montana THEENDHITTT  - Reply to #57
fuck off cunt

You fucking sound and look like a cunt twig
Edited by UNIVERSESIXHIT at 00:16 BST, 28 June 2019
<< Comment #59 @ 01:29 BST, 28 June 2019 >>
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By Australia CaptainTaichou  - Reply to #58
You'd make a good Australian with your affinity for that word. :P
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<< Comment #68 @ 22:30 BST, 29 June 2019 >>
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By US-Montana THEENDHITTT  - Reply to #59
sick of keyboard warriors chatting shit, internet has turned people into cowards
<< Comment #69 @ 10:19 BST, 30 June 2019 >>
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By Australia CaptainTaichou  - Reply to #68
I think it's called the online disinhibition effect.
<< Comment #60 @ 23:05 BST, 28 June 2019 >>
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By Serbia bogOtac 
alb is correct here. there is a type of person who waits for and needs for others to make mistakes. this type of person relegates the people who make mistakes into the role of a 'scapegoat', upon which they pile the burdens of their own negative energies. this is similar, in general, to the concept of a 'sin eater'. the reality is that a polarizing figure such as zhu creates an outlet through which ignorant and naive and hateful people can feel justified and entitled to spew their loathing, because 'zhu did something that is generally not approved of'.

it's really a sad reflection of this community that his mostly playful behaviors were treated with such crass severity. zhu's a pretty nice guy, i've found, and very tolerant. i don't think i ever saw him say or do anything overtly hateful, mean, or spiteful. however, most of his detractors were all extremely eager to 'cast the first stone', and the second, and the third, and so on.

are they capable of self reflection regarding such behavior? i don't know. maybe.

You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
<< Comment #63 @ 12:30 BST, 29 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Godservant  - Reply to #60
alb is correct here. there is a type of person who waits for and needs for others to make mistakes. this type of person relegates the people who make mistakes into the role of a 'scapegoat', upon which they pile the burdens of their own negative energies. this is similar, in general, to the concept of a 'sin eater'. the reality is that a polarizing figure such as zhu creates an outlet through which ignorant and naive and hateful people can feel justified and entitled to spew their loathing, because 'zhu did something that is generally not approved of'.

it's really a sad reflection of this community that his mostly playful behaviors were treated with such crass severity. zhu's a pretty nice guy, i've found, and very tolerant. i don't think i ever saw him say or do anything overtly hateful, mean, or spiteful. however, most of his detractors were all extremely eager to 'cast the first stone', and the second, and the third, and so on.

are they capable of self reflection regarding such behavior? i don't know. maybe.

You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
<< Comment #61 @ 08:40 BST, 29 June 2019 >>
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By Sweden Zhu_TTD 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aq8ulAsqX1g

7 years ago

Im gonna explain why this was a special moment.

This is early 2012, so like 6 months after I was banned. I was featured in a swedish e-sports magazine after the incident, actually a random guy driving past me in the street shouted "cheater" (i'm actually serious).

Anyways so everyone was always saying how I was a bad player. And I knew I was good cause I been playing high level quake since I was 12, I did what I did cause it was a money grab, I was a very ignorant kid.

So there was a Zotac Cup coming up. I was banned from QL. But I decided to create a fake account, let everyone know it was me and then stream it. My only purpose was to show that I can play duel at a high level. This was my very first stream ever, and it had around 150 viewers. Which is the most I ever had streaming quake by far. And thats why the moment was special to me, cause I got to prove everyone wrong.
<< Comment #62 @ 12:30 BST, 29 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Godservant  - Reply to #61
alb is correct here. there is a type of person who waits for and needs for others to make mistakes. this type of person relegates the people who make mistakes into the role of a 'scapegoat', upon which they pile the burdens of their own negative energies. this is similar, in general, to the concept of a 'sin eater'. the reality is that a polarizing figure such as zhu creates an outlet through which ignorant and naive and hateful people can feel justified and entitled to spew their loathing, because 'zhu did something that is generally not approved of'.

it's really a sad reflection of this community that his mostly playful behaviors were treated with such crass severity. zhu's a pretty nice guy, i've found, and very tolerant. i don't think i ever saw him say or do anything overtly hateful, mean, or spiteful. however, most of his detractors were all extremely eager to 'cast the first stone', and the second, and the third, and so on.

are they capable of self reflection regarding such behavior? i don't know. maybe.

You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
<< Comment #64 @ 12:36 BST, 29 June 2019 >>
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By Serbia bogOtac  - Reply to #62
Thank you alb.

I'm going to be honest and just say like it is:

Zhu is just a persona, i'm an actor. if you met me in real life you probably wouldn't recognise me as Zhu.

Secondly, I would like to stream but quakelive is kind of dead when it comes to duel, which is what I would like to stream. People are only playing CA, which is not very interesting to me.
I gave quake champions a try, but wasn't able to grow fond of it.

I play only one game these days and I play it quite alot; Dota.
Maybe thats something to stream.

Also shoutouts to Brandan. He super trolled me some months ago, that guy is something else! I feel like he was one of the few people who understood I was actually a real troll and went along with it.
<< Comment #65 @ 13:25 BST, 29 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Godservant  - Reply to #64
Thank you alb.

I'm going to be honest and just say like it is:

Zhu is just a persona, i'm an actor. if you met me in real life you probably wouldn't recognise me as Zhu.

Secondly, I would like to stream but quakelive is kind of dead when it comes to duel, which is what I would like to stream. People are only playing CA, which is not very interesting to me.
I gave quake champions a try, but wasn't able to grow fond of it.

I play only one game these days and I play it quite alot; Dota.
Maybe thats something to stream.

Also shoutouts to Brandan. He super trolled me some months ago, that guy is something else! I feel like he was one of the few people who understood I was actually a real troll and went along with it.
<< Comment #66 @ 13:32 BST, 29 June 2019 >>
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By Serbia bogOtac  - Reply to #65
Yet you keep bringing up the past and feeding trolls like there's no tomorrow. You might be the biggest nuisance to the community this way. Half of the replies in the Sanchez threads are from you, and most of it is just tasteless recycled garbage. Not saying Sanchez is any better than you. Both of you pollute this site with nonsense and look like 12-year-old kids doing so. It's better if you just let stuff rest and bringing up the past in this fashion to bully someone who has mental deficiencies just tells more about you than him.

A bully is on the same level as a troll. Both are scum. It dissapoints me you fail to see your own contribution to the downfall of this site and I wish for you to stop feeding and keeping this pointless cycle going.

Take responsibility for your actions and just stop replying to trolls, you already admitted before that you mistakefully reply to trolls (stuff I learned from ESR thread). So break the habit and don't make a fool out of yourself, and if you do, keep your children out of it.

Fathers are rolemodels to their sons. Let that sink in for a minute or two.
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<< Comment #67 @ 13:35 BST, 29 June 2019 >>
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By USA_UK Godservant  - Reply to #66
You look good mate. But this thread reeks of narcissism. Something you proved yourself to be having in the past also.

Work on that shit, but start streaming Quake again. You were a decent player and were improving. Focus on the things you did well b4 you quit. I'd tune in to watch, and I'm sure others would do too.

Good luck.
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<< Comment #72 @ 22:30 BST, 5 July 2019 >>
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By Turkmenistan gl00my 
I remember you ,pathetic cunt. Yes esr died years ago but a few of you seems to stick around to whine on QC like there is something better to play in this terrible day and age. its all over.

I log in again in a few years
<< Comment #73 @ 13:25 BST, 12 July 2019 >>
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By United States of America Anonymous (158.69.192.200)  - Reply to #72
in a few years nobody will play quake champions but plenty will play quake live. just saying.
<< Comment #74 @ 12:00 GMT, 22 December 2022 >>
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By MLP_FlutterShy Teen Queen  - Reply to #72
Update?
<< Comment #75 @ 23:28 GMT, 23 December 2022 >>
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By Serbia bogOtac  - Reply to #74
I remember you ,pathetic cunt. Yes esr died years ago but a few of you seems to stick around to whine on QC like there is something better to play in this terrible day and age. its all over.

I log in again in a few years
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